i'm gonna try this aligning thing. was jus playing around with the tools....life jus got settled a little. at least i don't feel like my life is very disorganized already. my mum even asked me to set up a timetable for my life. like waaaaddd? she said make your own detailed schedule and follow it tightly. your schedule must include alot of revision and no tv. even if u have to follow it like a robot, do it. ok it's a bit exaggerating. but i noe that's wad she meant. cos when i said that robots didn't have a life, she replied that at least they followed their routine and got things done. i noe i haven't gotten things done properly these few days, like all my tuition hw and everything. but it was because i was busy. can't she understand? maybe i should jus sit down n say it right into her face. Mum. i'm gonna be super stressed these 2 months because of exams and everything. so, if i go mad, please don't stress me any furthur with alll your complaints bout not spending enough time with my assessment books and spending 12 hours in school. it's not as if i can control it. yes. that's wad i'm gonna do. i have decided. hahah it reminds me of that hymn. i have decided to follow jesus. i have decided to follow jesus. no turning back. no turning back. hahahha. how i miss the good old happy days. in primary school, when the only thing u worry bout is whether there's chicken rice today. small things like chicken rice make you happy in primary school. here, there are many more small things you have to worry about. small things that were blown up. i think i'm suffering from depression. lost my hao zuo wen book. when i haven't even opened it. i paid 4 dollars for it. n it got lost the next day. like wth. paid 4 bloody dollars, for nothing.
nothing at all. poof. jus gone like that.
Labels: bad days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 8:13 AM.
